New Year’s Day: The Moment Between Who You Were and Who You’re Becoming

There’s a quiet, almost sacred moment in the days around the New Year, a pause between what’s behind you and what’s ahead.

A moment when the noise drops, the pace slows, and you can finally hear yourself think.

This is the place where growth actually happens. Not in the fireworks, not in resolutions shouted into the void, but in the stillness where you decide, honestly and without ego, who you want to be in the year ahead.

Before we talk about goals, habits, or protocols, take one breath and look back at the year you lived.

Not with judgment. With gratitude.

You made it through things you didn’t plan for and didn’t ask for.
You showed up on days when the last thing you wanted was responsibility.
You trained when you were tired, worked when you were stretched thin, and grew in ways you didn’t see happening in real time.

You earned wisdom this year, through effort, mistakes, repetition, and resilience.

Before stepping forward, be sure to honor what got you here.

What the Old Year Teaches Us (If We Let It)

Every year leaves you with lessons, most of which don’t announce themselves loudly:

  • You learned what drains you and what restores you.
  • You learned who adds to your life and who subtracts from it.
  • You learned which habits pull you closer to the person you want to be, and which ones drag you away.
  • You learned exactly how strong you can be when you don’t have a choice.

And if the year felt heavy? Good. Heaviness can teach, build, and help you reveal what’s real.

Gratitude doesn’t erase difficulty, but it can help you reframe it.

The Catalyst: Where Reflection Meets Action

Reflection is where wisdom is found. Action is where progress is made.

And New Year’s Day is the catalyst between the two, the moment you get to carry forward everything that served you and release everything that didn’t.

The turning of the calendar doesn’t magically transform you. It simply provides a precise date to keep measuring from.

It’s not a “new version” of yourself, just a more consistent one.

The New Year Activation Protocol

Your blueprint for the next 30, 60, and 90 days. These are the habits that actually move the needle.

These aren’t resolutions. They’re behaviors and behaviors build identity.

No more, “New year, new me!” Nonsense.

1. Choose Your Anchor Habit

Start with one non-negotiable daily action you can sustain even on your busiest days:

  • 20-minute walk
  • Protein at every meal
  • 10 minutes of mobility
  • 15 minutes of reading each night before bed
  • One short lift session – make it 10-20 minutes to help get the ball rolling if you have to

Your anchor habit becomes the spine of your discipline.

2. Clarity Over Motivation

Motivation is a spark, but sparks fade fast. Discipline and clarity are your compass.

Define your goals in behaviors, not wishes:

No: “I want to lose weight.”
Yes: “I’m hitting my protein target daily.”

No: “I want to get healthier.”
Yes: “I’m sleeping 7-8 hours per night (and make the necessary changes to make it happen)  and 15-20 minute walk daily. ”

Specific. Measurable. Repeatable.

3. Identity-Based Goals

Willpower is unreliable. Discipline is consistent.

Decide:

“I am someone who trains.”
“I am someone who eats with intention.”
“I am someone who gets up when life knocks me down.”

Then act in alignment, chasing persistence, not perfection.

4. Protein, Hydration, Sleep – the Unbreakable Trio

Forget New Year fads. These three change everything:

  • 30–40g protein per meal
  • 2–3L water per day
  • A sleep routine (sleep hygiene) that doesn’t involve doom scrolling – think reading…a book, that’s not on your phone!

These give you strength, recovery, mental clarity, emotional bandwidth, and energy.

5. The Rhythm → Not the Rush

Don’t sprint into January. Build a rhythm you can maintain into February, March, and beyond.

Your goal isn’t intensity, it’s consistency. Next thing you know it will be January of 2027.

Why This Year Will Be Different

Because this year, you’re not chasing perfection. You’re choosing persistence and consistency in your decision-making.

You’re not rewriting or “redefining” yourself, you’re simply refining yourself. You’re not waiting to feel ready. You’re starting *now* with small, steady, confident decisions.

This is the year you build momentum quietly, relentlessly, and intentionally.

And by the time you look up, you’ll be further along than you expected, not because you changed who you are, but because you committed to who you’re becoming.

Final Note – person to person

You don’t owe the world a reinvention this year. You owe yourself consistency.

Be thankful to yourself for showing up.
Be thankful to yourself for putting in the effort.
Be thankful to yourself for your strength, discipline, humor, humility, and humanity.

On the Lunar calendar, this is the Year of the Fire Horse. In Chinese tradition, the Fire Horse isn’t about luck or superstition; it’s about momentum. It’s about energy that moves forward on its own. Strong, independent, and restless in a good way. The kind of year that rewards people who are relentlessly moving forward and who enjoy the process.

So don’t rush. Just keep moving with a purpose. Do the work that matters to you. Build your momentum quietly and simply let it compound.

Keep fueling your fire and honoring your desires. May this New Year be steady and strong, full of the kind of momentum you earn, protect, and carry with you everywhere you go.

Happy New Year, my friend. Let’s make it count.

And remember: at midnight, open the back door to release the old year and whatever hardships came with it. Then open the front door to welcome the new year in, inviting luck, health, and fresh starts.

And be sure to wish your neighbors Athbhliain faoi mhaise duit!

Onward and Upward!

Rep after Rep — Easy Day

Don’t no rep me

When I first wrote this, I wasn’t chasing promotions or algorithms. I was just trying to keep showing up to train, to learn, to get a little better each day. Back then, “rep after rep” was more than a training mantra. It was a way to stay grounded when progress felt invisible.

The hardest part wasn’t physical. It was the repetition, the daily grind that felt endless. Whether I was refining form under the barbell or troubleshooting code that refused to run, the challenge was the same: staying patient when nothing seemed to move forward.

Some days you make the lift. Some days the lift makes you. But the point is always to come back tomorrow.

At some point, I stopped expecting each session, physical or mental, to feel like a breakthrough. The breakthrough was the habit itself. The more I showed up, the more the process began to reveal patterns: what worked, what didn’t, and how small adjustments compound over time.

In strength and in cybersecurity, consistency is the quiet multiplier. Each drill, each review, each run-through, one more rep toward mastery.

That same mindset carries through everything I do now — training teams, hardening systems, or writing content. I don’t chase perfect outcomes anymore. I look for steady iterations. A little tighter form. A cleaner line of code. A stronger policy.

That’s how resilience is built, not simply through intensity, but through consistency.

Progress doesn’t shout. It stacks. And one day, you realize the work that used to test you has become the warm-up.

Training for the day:

7 mins of:

7 Banded Sumos

7 Banded bodyweight squats w/moderate band

7 Calf raises

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A. Back Squat 10, 10,10,10; rest 2/2:30 – 10 RM-ish

B1. Heels elevated air squats x 10 x 3; rest :10

B2. RDL w/an empty bar, sweep away — lumbar focus x 15 x 3; rest 1

C. SL RDL stability, unloaded x 10 x 3; — 5 per leg; rest 1

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10min alt EMOM:

20 Step-ups – 10 per

15 push-ups

Martial skill work — 5 x 5 min rounds of Z2-Z4 striking, upper push/pull bodyweight movements in trapping/grappling range, and take down defense/sprawling/working underhook escapes et cetera.

Today in my world of Linux and pentesting I worked on building out an Active Directory Lab and worked on the initial attack vectors when attacking an AD based system. Things like LLMNR Poisoning, Capturing NTLMv2 Hashes with Responder, Password Cracking with Hashcat, LLMNR Poisoning Defense, SMB Relay Attacks, Discovering Hosts with SMB Signing Disabled, Start SMB Relay Attack Defenses, & Gaining Shell Access.

Current affairs:

We Got Him (Again, and Again, and Again): On the Latest ISIS Takedown In a Long Line of American Military Actions by Andrew Bacevich

Virginia Supreme Court throws out challenge to Youngkin mask order

Bombshell Proof The ATTACK On Joe Rogan Is Politically Funded! This Is Deeper Than Spotify!

Boom: Rumble offers Joe Rogan $100M to leave Spotify…

And of course, the twat waffle who is Jonah Goldberg, is returning to his roots.

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